Fifty-two on Fridays | Self Portrait

We are here at the end of our 52 week journey, and I am letting out a huge sigh…..

I am in awe that 52 weeks have passed since our group started this creative journey.  I was thinking today of how I would describe this journey and waves of different words washed over me.  The one that sticks the most is ‘Proud’.  I am so proud of each and every one of the photographers in this group.  We started out as 17 strangers, only virtual friend by way of a forum and each week that we chose to participate was week that we grew closer to our art and to each other.

Personally, for me, somewhere in August I began to struggle in my photography.  I felt like my photographic voice and my vision were lost or stuck, and I was watching all of my friends grow leaps and bounds.  I became sad and frustrated.  During this period I began exploring film and it has helped to slowly clear the fog, but I am still wrestling with who I am as a photographer.  But an amazing thing happened today.  Today, I started putting together my project 52 album to capture in one book this year long photographic journey.  In the hours that I spent dragging and dropping pictures, copying and pasting text my eyes opened.  And that one word, Proud, it resonated again.  But this time, I could say, I am Proud of myself.  Going through all of the weeks worth of photos I can see that I have grown, that I started to find my style somewhere in June, that my vision and voice didn’t get lost, but instead is slowly becoming refined.

I would like to say ‘Thank You’ to all of my Project 52 peeps.  Every week we spent together creating, was a week that I became inspired.  I also want to say GINORMOUS (not really a word, but it should be) ‘Thank You’ to Hope Toliver for coordinating the project from the first week.  Hope you did one amazing job, and I am so so thankful for your friendship.

We are ending this project with how we started, with a self portrait.  This is me.

{Self Portrait}

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This is the last time we will do this circle, so please take the time to head on over and check out my friend Lisa Turner | Denver, CO Family & Child Photographer.

10 Responses to Fifty-two on Fridays | Self Portrait

  1. hope says:

    what to say when beautiful and gorgeous doesn’t cover it?? i love this jayme. i love your vision. you are one rockin soulful photographer! thank you for your friendship and support.

  2. Debbie says:

    Jayme, what a beautiful writing you have there. It’s so true that sometimes we feel stuck (well, I feel that all the time) and it’s so true that once we see what we’ve created, the sense of pride and accomplishment is just a beautiful thing. I am glad I got to know you through this project. And yes, I totally agree about Hope.

  3. Lisa Turner says:

    Jayme-gorgeous-and I look forward to following your continued explorations in film! I just found my film camera in the basement and dusted it off…hoping for good things this year.

  4. Laurie says:

    Congratulations Jayme for such success in your film photography and finding your voice again! You blow all of us away.. you would have never known that there was a departure in your photographic voice and vision.. but when we, I, began to notice your interest in film.. you were speaking loud and clear! I really am excited to watch you grow.. and you know.. with your written words.. you express such peace and solitude.. very thoughtful and deep. I am going to be looking out for the publication of your photo journal and memoirs!!!

    I LOVE this self portrait of you.. it also speaks volumes.. friend, you are a thinker!! In your eyes are deep waters.. you really can see your soul. God Bless you and I so look forward to the remainder of our 10 on 10 year… xoxo

  5. Beautiful photo! So glad you are in this group! This should be a fun year!

  6. Krista says:

    Wow….your words are so raw and touching. I heard and felt everything you were saying. Your portrait is powerful. Love it! Let’s get together in February! Promise me!

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  8. Jessi says:

    I have loved seeing your work this year. You are simply awesome! I will be sure to stay in touch!

  9. Kelly says:

    Have loved doing this project with you! Enjoyed seeing your work and reading your words. Gorgeous picture with which to end this group!

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